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the end of 2014.

the very first post in 2015. and what happened since the last post? i have no idea. Things got me busy and i gotta corp with my studies and get my ass graduated for my degree. the very first thing that iam glad is that iam about to get done with my degree. THATS THE BIG NEWS. big big news.

well then, what should i say about it. its me and myself going venture into the working life ahead. am i ready for it? i absolutely not sure tho as the big bad world out there might be too big and dangerous for me. but what the fuck it is . cheers.

Padang Besar

Padang besar in Perlis, a market which sells lots of thailand's stuffs such as clothing and food. What i like about the place is only there is a shop which sells lots of liverpool's jerseys. Back from the 80's to the latest era. Back when i was studying in Perlis, Padang Besar had been the place that i come and only spent my cash on liverpool's kit. bought the old candy jersey before and crownpaint. what i have not yet completed my collection is the away white kit of crownpaint. so yesterday, the crew were all planning to go and there we are, travelling from Penang Permatang Pauh directly to Padang Besar Perlis. The trip by car lasted for approx 2 hours plus drive. There were 9 of us and it took us 2 cars to go and iam in the of jimmy's. :D whats so important about going over is that , there were no other attention for me to buy any other stuffs. its just the LIVERPOOL's jersey. thats all. YNWA.

liverpool was made for me and i was made for liverpool

lfc 1988 kit

happy faces of the guys

futsal

Iam not a very good in futsal or whatsoever sports there are. I used to be good back in high school and now it seems like i've lose all the skills that i had before. the stamina, passing, shooting, crossing, low ball, high ball and all. everything turns out to be a mess. thats what makes me lazy to be in a match with the others who are really good. turns out, when you are playing with the same level of players as you are, things turn out to be happy and joyful. the match we had for 3 hours of futsal really makes me back to who i am before. The skills doesnt comes in naturally and all. all we need is practice and lots of fcuking practice. so there we were, in the court with all the same level of skill among each other. what makes it more fun was there were no argument in every mistakes being done or any dissapointment. in any case or winning or losing. the team that i set up consists of me, along, suhail, toe-lack, zhack and king. At first we thought that with the skills that we had, except for king who is really fcuking good, we might gonna lose to the other potential teams which got their own superb player in futsal skills. but guess what, the noob team of mine turns out to be oN FIRE! u bet. ON FCUKING FIRE. we didnt even had a single lost of a game in competing with the other 2 teams. i guess its the luck and teamwork that we had. thats what makes us good. another round of match would be coming up real soon on thursday. may the noob team survives this time. :D

top (left to right) : king, along, suhail

bottom (left to right) : toe-lack, me, zhack

laugh laugh laughhhh

for guys, there must be a moment when there is a girl who laughing out loud and turn out to be a boxer. a real boxer. with the punch and smacking. and guess who is the punching bag. i guess u know it. well, its a normal thing to face. but in reality, although female is a soft type of species, some may just hitting so hard with their full force from their biceps and triceps. the force of laughter that triggers. and again. the punching bag. is us. oh well. that's what guys are for. being hard solid rock punching bag.

the laughter starts from a smile. withing a milisecond, the smile turn out to be a wild roar of a lion/tiger/dragon/bear/pheonix or whatsoever. and the fangs are exposed.

ngeeemuahaha. and once the fangs are exposed, the small cute loving looking girl turns out to be a beast. the next step to maintain the ayu-ness is ... 

covering the fangs. this skill shows how cool things are being taken care and maintain the softness of a female species. in fact, while the other hand covering the fangs, the other hand started to smack, punch, slap, or scratch us. 

it should be enough for that. but for an extremist, things might gonna get a lil more rough. and here it is. 

HEADBUTT!!!

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belated birthday

today's date is march the 20th. as we go back on the 16th of march. its a date which is mark as my girlfriend's birthday. as it turn out to be a late post for the birthday wish, here i am wanna to wish her a biggggg biggg loving belated birthday to Phillis Zoe Sarah. (remember chen, double L!!!!. fcuking remember that. Double fcuking L!!!)

On the day itself, i would like to say sorry that i cant be there with her to celebrate the big important day of hers as i am to be found here across the sea in Penang. we've never spend our important dates together as the distance is keeping us apart. but the point is. with the distance in between, there's no stopping for us to stop loving each other. although i turn out to be jerky and unromantic for her, i am truly sorry for the shitty act that i've done. its not that easy to cheer someone with the long distance apart as the present of mine is not there to prove how loving and loyalty i am in this relationship. but whats we've got now, is each other. who we love now, is each other. that matters the most. In serious action to be taken such as gifts and all , it only could be done without the long distance.

I am sorry that i cant make it there for you dear. all i have now is just the chat and the calls that i can make. abt the gifts and all, there would be a surprise for you once iam back. just hold on tight and ready for it aite. iam sorry that things got carried away sometimes with my stuffs and all, but deep down inside, there's nothing important than our relationship. i love you and i miss you. happy belated birthday dear.

craving

Talking about food. there is one particular food which roaming in my mind and that is this superbly diciliaso hokkien mee. :D i dont really know either the name of the noodle is hokkien mee or whatsoever. but the taste which blend with the pork meat are really something. and again its totally non halal. sorry goes to the one that cant make it. anyway, the shop is located at BDC shopping lot. in exact to be found, its just next to kede gangster. seems like everyone knows what and where is kede gangster is, there wont be any problem in finding the location. so yessssssss yessaaa yeah. :D 

hokkien mee. so called pork noodle. i dont know abt the name and all but all i know its worth it. 

speaking of which, not to be forgotten, the legendary still standing ba ku teh at kede gangster still got its power within it. the meat and the hot soup, really gives a kick in to start your day. believe me. the best among all. 

German class

Throughout the semester, our 3rd language german is a subject which really annoyed me . but with a cool lecturer, i can really enjoy studying on how german speaks, how to write in german and it's grammar. Whats so cool about german language is how to speak in it. the pronounce in every word. its super hard. but with lots of practice it will be good. :D so i really miss my previous former lecturer who quit his job and go for another job in shah alam. The stories he told, how cool his experience when he was back in germany. so yeah. i wish u all the best and thank you for the wonderful 2 semester of german language classes that you've given. :D

The loving Sarah

My lovely girlfriend, who i adore. who i love. who i trust. and put my loyalty on. The girl that really care and forgiving for all my mistakes . which will be stop. the act of jerkiness will be reduce and vanish at the last moment. There are things that went up and down in between us. well, that is where it makes us stronger and try to build another fortress which can hold much more load and forces acting on it. This thus proven how strong we are can how capable we can be for each other in building up the relationship stronger as we need to be more into each other and feels how each other feel. but the problem with me who being a dude is being kiddy and boyish type where the gf part are being neglected and the job being a boyfie is not in. thats where i got it wrong. well its not that easy being a romantic macho and cool boyfie. I dont think there is one. Or perhaps there is. I dont know. Anyway, things are going slowly. smoothly . and cool for now. i hope there are less downside for us both as things might gonna rough again as it cracks down the relationship. but every cracks can be patch up and repaired. thus, the sorry that i mention all these long really came deep down in my heart as it shows and makes me realize how silly i was for the mistakes that i've done. in fact, the joyful moment and bliss that we're having right now will be carry on day by day as it makes us 2 years relationship now. and iam grateful for that. i love you sarah. and iam sorry for the things that i've done which breaks your heart. i love you. and i miss you.

computational class

Such lazy moment for me to work my brain out in studying. so there was a day where we were all in a lab in computational class as Madam Shikin was infront giving ideas and lectures. A good lectures by a good lecturer and i know i was a lil misbehave during the class. so here how it goes. In a lab. the computer were there in front of us. but the lecture given on that specific day was not required any usage of software or what so ever. The misbehave of my naughty hands started to switch the pc on and ..... here it goess.

ugly dude : HEY CHEN. STOP MESSING AROUND AND DO YOUR fCUKING WORK!!!

vandetta : cecen is my bestie. stfu and prepare to die!

BAM!!!!!

vandetta : do as u please master cecen. 

2014 chinese new yeah

Chinese new year. the celebration where the Chinese having their happiness and joyful time with friends and family. During this 2014 chinese new year. i didnt really go for visiting. I only manage to go for a friend's house who happen to be my girlfriend's friend as well. Meaning to say our friend. in an easy way to say things. Oh yeah. about the visiting. Conversation were being made in wishing each other happy chinese new year and laughter. How things are and how do you do. She's a cool person who laugh and happy when we're around. Jokes were being made and we all share the laughter of enjoyment in our hearts. The lil dude who plays plasticine with me really loves to show his superior art of work in designing zombies and how wonderful and creative his ideas in making whats he sees where he is playing plant vs zombie. A very good job there boy. So by the end of the day, everything turns out to be fun and we can feel how bliss and joyful of such a wonderful family of bb and darren. Thanks guys for everything. and we wont forget or delete the your name in my heart's contact list. cheers.

tourist

The last semester break which was on February, a loving good friend of mine Ikhwan coming over to Kuching just to enjoy the culture and nature of Sarawak. Visiting the old James Brooke's palace which turn out to be a historical place blow out his mind on how cool and superb by the culture of sarawakians. From the ibans bidayuh and more, things which usually not being seen are there to be seen. That is what Kuching visit is all about. Nature which is being maintain and protected from any modernization, are there for us to bring back all those memories of our ancestor. A short trip to kuching which last 3 days 2 nights was well spent as we venture ourselves to some fairy caves and wind caves. The dark and bat roaming around was a well good experience for us to expose ourselves in the situation where lights is being no longer available for our vision. Using artificial lights by electronic torch and phones, the pathway are good enough for us to roam in the cave. A good memorable experience us to explore the mystery within a dark caves and it makes us to feel like batman's cave.

With a low and tight budget, things can go easy at Kuching. places where nature are there for us to experience really makes me proud of my own place as visitors can explore more the unmodernize condition. 

Apart from that, we also went to the place where its a must for me to go to every semester break which is sungai rayu. a small rocky stream where we can experience the chill of the running water. its clean and makes it easier for a swim. Although iam not a swimmer, but the enjoyment being in a running water stream gives me a good work out of my whole body. I dont need to go to the gym or any running tracks as i can just pretend iam a swimmer and moves my whole body parts in struggling being a swimmer. and that's what i like about it. further swimming ability will be mastered by proper training in future progress. which. i . must. 

Experience. that matters. friendship is not easy to get. trust and loyalty. enjoyment. must be in the top list of any activities. and most of all, love. love among God, family and friends. 

My trip to langkawi

The very first class trip turns out tO be the trip to langkawi. The very best duty free place to get cheap ciggy and booze. And thats what i like about thag place. So a hitch on the bus which move at 11am and the bus thag im in is full of kirs tuds chicks. Of cours with my lecturer and some guy friends. This is due to the overloading in the dudes bus as well as the chicks bus. So the third bus that im is this. So the journey will be started with a bus ride to kuala perlis port and we're gonna hitch up a ferry to the island. And we've finally reached kuala perlis at 1om and luckily he weather aint really that warn. Thank God for the beautiful weather. Oh yeah.
As we waiting for the ferry, the crowd of laughter and giggle from our faces really shown throughout the world. Things are really good to see the way
How we spend time and fun through our laughter.  the waiting for the ferry was not that tiring or boring but instead it feels like the time really passed by in a second. When the clock strikes at 3pm, a loud voice announce that a ferry wouls like to depart and all of us gush in for the seat and it turn out to be really compact in it. But with the high agility and dexterity within us, in a quick second everything turn out to be settled with the seats. Finally, after a tiring ferry ride we reach the island and hello langkawi in the heart. The next plan was to head to the motel which we're gonna stay in and 3 busses were used in the trip. The weather turns out to be gloomy and drizzle which calms out the mood for everyone. At the end when we reach the motel, things were being settled down and enjoying the night. Although it was a tiring moment for everyone but it was all fun and joy ahead.

Project management class

Another theoretical subject for this semester where i gotta keep on reading on and on about facta and such. And ita called project management. I hope she'll be going easy on me. Ngehhhh

My nora danish

I bet everyone knows eho the hell is nora danish. The very own hot pretty malaysian actress. But who cares abt tht. I got mt very own nora danish and she's my sweet beloved girlfriend. I love you baby. I dont know why the hell im talking abot nora danish here even. Maybe cause of this photo which makes her to look alike nora danish. Thats what i think. I dont give a fuck about what people think. I love you honey bunnyyyy

How lovely my gf

Its been so long that i didnt post anything in this blog. Oh well. What can i say. Getting lazzier and lazzier. But what i wanna say things out now is about my gf. A girl who is always been there for me all the time is my little sweet sarah . Shes the centre of my life and i love her. For real baby. Mwahxx i love you. And we've been dating for a year plus and im not getting sick in this relationship. Plus, its even getting more and more lovely. Just the way how we both want it to be. And may God bless our relationship as how it is right now.

shitty days goin on through on and on. but everything seems to be ok so far. unlike the old days where things were really fcuked up. :D so yeah. new things gotta to be made up for my study as it seems to be getting harder and harder. as for my lovely sarah, things been going pretty well between us. there was this fight where things were brought down really nasty and i feeeeeelll sooo sorry for her for what i did. and i regret it. :( im sorry baby for doing so. i really love u u u uu u u . and i wish we cana make it up for each other . still still still. :D

And im so blessed to have the coolest gf ever in the universe!! :D

how we spend our time :D

when it comes to meet up. its very hard for us to make it. so pthe only way we can do which to communicate and see each other in the same time is through webcamming!! :D yay. i love u honey bee!!!!

and thats how we looks like in the real life net. how awesome is tht. :D

its good to be in the 90s

when i was drawing badman and junker, it reflects me on a movie of napoleon dynamite where he drew an animal of a mixture of tiger and lion which turns out to be liger. and how funny was that when i watched the movie back when i was a kid before. and it feels so good an hilarious with those nerdy moves of his dancing. which reminds me also of the software paint. this happened when ur parents got u a computer, i mean the big hard drive of computer with a low 512mb ram and huge monitors with a ball spherical mouse. thats where the internet has not yet mix around with our life and all we did was playing with the solitaire games and paint software to create our own wallpaper. :D and how cool is tht to do it again here by reviving badman and junker. HAHAHAHA. :D

What's a liger

 its pretty much my favorite animal. it's like a lion and a tiger mixed. bred for its sills in magic -napoleon dynamite-

miss those sweet moments being in the 90s. memories and such. playing around the neighbourhood, riding my bike around the park with my bros where mine still a tricycle, and got some scars from football matches with the other kids. what a life we had back then when the time strikes at 5 , its time to go out and get ourselves sweaty. ohhh yess :D