belated birthday

today's date is march the 20th. as we go back on the 16th of march. its a date which is mark as my girlfriend's birthday. as it turn out to be a late post for the birthday wish, here i am wanna to wish her a biggggg biggg loving belated birthday to Phillis Zoe Sarah. (remember chen, double L!!!!. fcuking remember that. Double fcuking L!!!)

On the day itself, i would like to say sorry that i cant be there with her to celebrate the big important day of hers as i am to be found here across the sea in Penang. we've never spend our important dates together as the distance is keeping us apart. but the point is. with the distance in between, there's no stopping for us to stop loving each other. although i turn out to be jerky and unromantic for her, i am truly sorry for the shitty act that i've done. its not that easy to cheer someone with the long distance apart as the present of mine is not there to prove how loving and loyalty i am in this relationship. but whats we've got now, is each other. who we love now, is each other. that matters the most. In serious action to be taken such as gifts and all , it only could be done without the long distance.

I am sorry that i cant make it there for you dear. all i have now is just the chat and the calls that i can make. abt the gifts and all, there would be a surprise for you once iam back. just hold on tight and ready for it aite. iam sorry that things got carried away sometimes with my stuffs and all, but deep down inside, there's nothing important than our relationship. i love you and i miss you. happy belated birthday dear.