The loving Sarah

My lovely girlfriend, who i adore. who i love. who i trust. and put my loyalty on. The girl that really care and forgiving for all my mistakes . which will be stop. the act of jerkiness will be reduce and vanish at the last moment. There are things that went up and down in between us. well, that is where it makes us stronger and try to build another fortress which can hold much more load and forces acting on it. This thus proven how strong we are can how capable we can be for each other in building up the relationship stronger as we need to be more into each other and feels how each other feel. but the problem with me who being a dude is being kiddy and boyish type where the gf part are being neglected and the job being a boyfie is not in. thats where i got it wrong. well its not that easy being a romantic macho and cool boyfie. I dont think there is one. Or perhaps there is. I dont know. Anyway, things are going slowly. smoothly . and cool for now. i hope there are less downside for us both as things might gonna rough again as it cracks down the relationship. but every cracks can be patch up and repaired. thus, the sorry that i mention all these long really came deep down in my heart as it shows and makes me realize how silly i was for the mistakes that i've done. in fact, the joyful moment and bliss that we're having right now will be carry on day by day as it makes us 2 years relationship now. and iam grateful for that. i love you sarah. and iam sorry for the things that i've done which breaks your heart. i love you. and i miss you.